Wednesday, January 28, 2004 08:56 p.m.
The saltwater tank's looking lovely... The freshwater tank is crashing. I'm out of books to read. Starting a job as a worker-bee again sucks. Bah. Cade's coming home next month. Maybe I should become a writer... hmm...
Monday, June 2, 2003 01:02 p.m.
Save the pink dolphins!
Monday, June 2, 2003 12:30 p.m.
I am just sick, sick, sick. A job would be nice... Can't have one of those until I move though. I think its going to be nice to leave Dallas. Something new. Something pretty. *sigh* Moving sucks though. My mother is out of control. Seriously out of control. I wonder how much longer I can deal with that. hmm. I built a book shelf this weekend. Its beautimus. I've never built anything from scratch. That was kinda nice. I wonder when life got so complicated. I feel like every peripheral person in my life is standing around chanting "defense, defense!" I wonder when that'll stop. Or, maybe I should be an intensely encouraging about their own self-preservation???
Monday, April 7, 2003 03:28 p.m.
So... planning a wedding's great. My mom isn't. Anyone interested in becoming a hit man; contact me. I will pay you with all of the wedding presents I'm going to get, that I don't really want. :) I miss my brother. But, he's safe. I need a MUCH bigger closet. I love rob. Jenny's engaged. Cyndi's smitten... I think. I think the rest of the year's going to be good. (for once) Much props to my ability to stop my shopping habit.
Friday, April 4, 2003 12:14 p.m.
I can't wait to get the hell out of mesquite. It's going to be wonderful. bah.
Monday, March 17, 2003 07:37 a.m.
I've been shopping... and freaking out. My little brother is officially on active duty. He's leaving the country today. I'm not quite sure how I feel about all that still. I'm more than worried... and there are lots of boys who've gone... Cyndi said Robert Poooowwweeerrrss signed up. hmmm. This whole thing is odd. I guess we just need to make sure and take care of all those guys now that they're there. Bah. Children of Dune... yum. next time around.
Monday, January 13, 2003 12:39 p.m.
nothing to see here folks. move along...
Tuesday, November 26, 2002 07:30 p.m.
THIS is the coolest thing EVER!
Oedipus or bust.
Sunday, November 24, 2002 11:38 p.m.
So... I was talking to my little brother tonight about Christmas. We were discussing what I was getting Rob. Then, the strangest thing happened. Baby Brother said, "Why can't I meet a girl like you" On some level, that just creeps me out. And then, it all makes sense.
Friday, November 8, 2002 03:53 p.m.
oh my!
Wednesday, October 16, 2002 09:35 a.m.
So... I'm house sitting for 15 days. I'm temporarily the mommy of two VERY fluffy cats. Indie and Olivia. Their real mommy and daddy take VERy good care of them. Lots of love, and hugs and junk... I'm trying. I'm just glad to have some time away from home. I actually have some privacy for a change. I don't think Cyndi's feeling well. That's sucky sucky. Rob's wonderful... although, I don't think he's feeling well today either. Still no job. We'll see. So... there. I updated. I'll find something noteworthy to write about someday.
Wednesday, October 2, 2002 01:44 p.m.
Leo Horoscope for week of October 3, 2002
Leo (July 23-August 22)
In modern culture, we use the terms "fate" and "destiny" interchangeably. According to scholar Zecharia Sitchin, however, the people who lived in ancient Sumer distinguished between them. "Nam," the Sumerian term for "destiny," is fixed and unalterable, while "namtar," or "fate," can be massaged, played with, and even cheated. I call this to your attention, Leo, because you now have a prime opportunity to slip away from a destined path and start bustling down a fateful shortcut.
fuckin' wack-a-doo
Monday, September 23, 2002 05:10 p.m.
Main Entry: 2ridicule
Function: transitive verb
Inflected Form(s): -culed; -cul·ing
Date: circa 1700
: to make fun of
- rid·i·cul·er noun
synonyms RIDICULE, DERIDE, MOCK, TAUNT mean to make an object of laughter of. RIDICULE implies a deliberate often malicious belittling <consistently ridiculed everything she said>. DERIDE suggests contemptuous and often bitter ridicule <derided their efforts to start their own business>. MOCK implies scorn often ironically expressed as by mimicry or sham deference <youngsters began to mock the helpless wino>. TAUNT suggests jeeringly provoking insult or challenge <hometown fans taunted the visiting team>.
Wednesday, September 11, 2002 01:28 p.m.
Now you listen to me. While I will admit to a certain cynicism, the fact is I am a naysayer and hatchetman in the fight against violence. I pride myself on taking a punch and I'll gladly take another because I choose to live my life in the company of Gandhi and King. My concerns are global. I reject absolutely pride, aggression, and retaliation. The foundation of such a method is love. I love you Sheriff Truman. ~Albert Rosenfield
Tuesday, September 3, 2002 11:47 a.m.
I am unemployed... bah. I just finished filing my unemployment papers, and I'm exhausted. It gave me a headache. I miss everyone!!! Cyndi, Rob, Chris, Jenny, and John, and stuff. I like not having to deal with work, but being cut off from everyone is starting to wear me down. I didn't realize how cut off from the world I'd be without my job. I've become some sort of demented house wife. I cook, I clean, I do laundry... This is SO not what I want to be doing. But, I don't have to like it, I just have to do it. That's the key to life, I think... And, then again, maybe not.
Heather's Birfday!!!!
Tuesday, August 27, 2002 01:10 p.m.
Just in case you missed the debauchery
do do do do
Monday, August 26, 2002 10:51 a.m.
Going to Nanny's was very quiet, serene, peaceful. Bugs, and ducks, and stars, and green, and dirt, and cows, and wind... But, it made me feel, once again, like a stupid retarded out cast... See my June 20th entry if there are any questions.
Thursday, August 22, 2002 02:34 p.m.
*sigh*
KRISTO SAYS!!!!
Friday, August 16, 2002 01:00 p.m.
Libra VENUS exactly Trines NEPTUNE under the Sagittarian
MOON at 4:01 AM CDT -5GMT. *** All I can say is that something beautiful is
about to happen and I haven't got the slightest idea what it might look
like...although I have an inkling as to what it might BE.
LUNA Sextiles NEPTUNE at 10:40 AM, and Sextiles VENUS at
11:12 AM. *** If there ever was an opportunity to get a real taste of nirvana
/ moksha...this is it. We enter this one through the door of a numinous
confusion...and leave through an experience of being in the real garden
of earthly delights.
LUNA Conjuncts PLUTO (in his Opposition to the Dragon's
Head, and T-Square with Virgo MERCURY) at 8:54 PM. *** The Garden of Eden may
be only a tale of the womb...but it's still a very dark and provocative
kind of poetry. We're thrust right between the lines, whether we like it
or not...and it's from here that we're re-born.
Byron is yummy....
Friday, August 16, 2002 09:21 a.m.
She walks in beauty, like the night
Of cloudless climes and starry skies;
And all that's best of dark and bright
Meet in her aspect and her eyes:
Thus mellow'd to that tender light
Which heaven to gaudy day denies.
II.
One shade the more, one ray the less,
Had half impair'd the nameless grace
Which waves in every raven tress,
Or softly lightens o'er her face;
Where thoughts serenely sweet express
How pure, how dear their dwelling-place.
III.
And on that cheek, and o'er that brow,
So soft, so calm, yet eloquent,
The smiles that win, the tints that glow,
But tell of days in goodness spent,
A mind at peace with all below,
A heart whose love is innocent!
Wednesday, August 14, 2002 11:35 a.m.
Sooo. According to my mom, Dad's gone crazy; or something. He's about to explode. He's fed up. So, maybe that means mommy will find me a new daddy???
oh hell...
Wednesday, August 14, 2002 10:51 a.m.
Well, my father has decided that its time for me, and my brother to grow the hell up. He's constantly upset that we don't take enough responsibility for ourselves. MY issues would concern the fact that I'm heading to Cape Cod with a friend this weekend, after being laid off. I can't cancel the trip with this kind of notice. SO, basically money. He's upset that my car needs to be aligned and that I need new tires, and that I'm not taking the time or effort to maintain my car. He's upset that no one did the dishes last night. He's upset that my brother sleeps all day, and doesn't help clean house. These are all valid concerns. I just don't want to deal with them right now. Not having a job, and not being able to back out of a vacation that will cost me mucho bucks is stressful. Not knowing what I'm going to do next is stressful. Not being able to sleep at night is stressful. Constantly worrying about what mood my mom's going to be in is stressful. I can not honestly say that I am doing the best that I can; because I'm not. But, I will say that I'm doing what I want... Which is something that I have not been able to do in quite a long time. So, I guess its time to pick myself up, and start being something more.
Monday, August 12, 2002 09:20 a.m.
ok... I have some sort of eye fungus, or something. I'm going to the Dr. in a little while. So, we'll see what happens with that.
Houston with Rob was a blast! We helped his sister move some junk, which was cool; and had the best hot wings EVER!
Friday, August 9, 2002 09:46 a.m.
Thanks guys!!! I'm loving all of you too! The hugs are much needed. I'm just sitting here trying to figure out what to do next... (contemplating taking over the world)
work sucks
Thursday, August 8, 2002 05:15 p.m.
OK... Well... I just got laid off. 08-23 is my last day. I only get one week's severence. SO, I'm in a bad place right now. And, its dark, and I'm alone, and I'm scared.... CYNDI!!!!!!
Wednesday, August 7, 2002 12:15 p.m.
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Wednesday, August 7, 2002 09:46 a.m.
hmm
Wednesday, August 7, 2002 09:39 a.m.
Leo Horoscope for week of August 8, 2002
I foresee a future when women will fill half of all leadership roles instead of ten percent, when their earnings and time spent doing child care will equal men's, when women's orgasms are as frequent as men's, and when a majority of guys understand that misogyny is hazardous to their own health. Until the coming of that glorious day, I urge all of you Leos, regardless of gender, to work with tender ingenuity as you stir up and flesh out female power. To do so will be especially rewarding in the coming weeks. Your intelligence, sex appeal, and happiness will flourish in direct proportion.
Tuesday, August 6, 2002 04:09 p.m.
The aim of life is to live, and to live means to be aware, joyously, drunkenly, serenely, divinely aware ~HENRY MILLER
Monday, August 5, 2002 04:09 p.m.
So... some RANDOM guy just threatened to kill John and I. That's quite exciting! I've always wanted to participate in a brawl.
Friday, August 2, 2002 01:58 p.m.
I feel. I rub. I run. I risk. I take. I wish. I remember. I look. I breathe. I see. I laugh. I speak. I give. I fall. I rock. I dream. I lie. I hate. I want. I scream. See... Its not all good.
Tuesday, July 30, 2002 10:15 a.m.
and then he kissed me... 
Desire
Saturday, July 27, 2002 10:57 p.m.
Main Entry: want
Pronunciation: 'wont also 'wänt & 'w&nt
Function: verb
Etymology: Middle English, from Old Norse vanta
Date: 13th century
intransitive senses
1 : to be needy or destitute
2 : to have or feel need
3 : to be necessary or needed
4 : to desire to come, go, or be
It seems to me that everyone wants something. My brother wants a girlfriend. He seems prefectly happy without one. I want be less crazy; but I think I kinda like being crazy. Rob wants a body like Vin Diesel. I think he's perfect the way he is. Carrie wants the pain to stop. Only she can do that. John wants a job. He has to be hard core about searching for one first. Chris wants the perfect medium in one woman. He just needs to be patient. My mother wants me to lose weight. I'm pretty happy in my body. Cyndi wants something... I not sure what it is, and I don't necessarily think she knows either.
So, we can all keep wanting and striving, and see where that leads us... Or, maybe I should figure out what I REALLY want... Instead of just making do with what I have...
Friday, July 26, 2002 08:58 p.m.
Holy Crap!
Friday, July 26, 2002 02:40 p.m.
What time is it?
Wednesday, July 24, 2002 03:18 p.m.
Its Wednesday, so that means its Astrology day. So, everyone should go to Free Will, and check out your scopes!
Wednesday, July 24, 2002 09:42 a.m.
hang·o·ver
n.
- Unpleasant physical effects following the heavy use of alcohol.
- A letdown, as after a period of excitement.
- A vestige; a holdover: hangovers from prewar legislation.
Tuesday, July 23, 2002 11:05 p.m.
Here are all of the other entries if you were wondering. With our forces combined, Cyndi and I have the most beautiful ensemble EVER! Somebody come spank my bottom.
